I think I’ve created a monster..

Well it’s a 2 month anniversary !here at TuJoHaHa! Having a site has been a goal of mine for a while. But being a procrastinator, not having the tools and thinking too big too quick, I let time go. Until I found video editing.  With the help of my darling Skye,on my new HP I discovered video editing. I’ve been wanting to try it for a while and people kept telling me it’s hard shit like I’m a moron. Wrong! I’ve part of my calling. The other part is this blog. I finally understood the difference between a blog and a website: Keep it personal. Yes I want to promote people and get my face out there to accomplish my always-wanted-to-but-never-had-the-confidence-to-do-so dream. I’ll get back to that later.

But the main goal of this blog and whatever will come of it is to make people laugh. And as far as I’m concerned, the joy and rush I get from posting and networking is only a gain in knowledge in a subject I’ve always loved..computers. Money is a bitch, bigger than I could ever be but it has never driven me. I’ve missed days of work knowing I need that cash but me and my liming are more important than a paycheck.  Now I do want to work but something that I hate and will end up stressing out more than anything. So yes, I’m going back to school and working on this blog is great homework.

Secondly is my super support, my love Skye Miller. In the past year we have rekindled our love and I couldn’t be happier. We have something so special and my quest for him is to show how special he is, just like he has showed me. Sometimes in life, you listen way too much to your parents, friends and people whom you shouldn’t even be talking to.And sometimes in life you have to make fucked up decisions that even though things turn out for the best, you still wish you could have done it in a different way. I’d be lying if i say it’s not my only regret in life, but I do not dwell on the past. Remember it and learn from it. He has giving me ideas, watched me countless hours already researching, networking and loving what I do.He’s hilarious on his own and y’all will soon see.

 Thank you baby. It means so much you love and support and critique!

Last but definitely not the least, his sister Robyn.
 Wow! What gorgeous woman she is. A classic fragile look which will fool you. She started a blog about a year ago and to sum it up…she’s going to the MMVAs!! Yes that’s right. I’m so proud and envious. But a good envy, in the way that she motivates me to work hard on this and I KNOW something is bound to come of it. She’s showed me, without even knowing it, that you can be a fashionista and still be fucking cool. Funny and smart, she blogs about the beauty she sees in her life every day whether it be clothes, shoes, photos or just a day in the studio, She’s showed me what blogging is all about. Fashionista514.com came in 6th place for best blog in Montreal. So it ain’t no blog on her closet, ahight?
 I would like you guys to read this post that summed up everything I had going on in my head. (Tulia knows that I suck at wording and phrasing) Basically don’t hate and don’t be a hater. You got to have a balance. She’s made me more confident in being who I am and how I look, not to sound egotistical,  but I’m a beautiful woman. And I’m tired of taking crap for it.

Time to turn crap into art!

It took me a long time to get to that level of esteem and I don’t intend to lose it anytime soon. Her support this past first month has been real helpful. For me, I like to figure shit out but sometimes you must bow down and ask. Robyn, your so great. You never make me feel dumb or like what I’m doing is a waste of time. Thanks for all the follows and tweets!

I’m really glad that Skye has such a great sis! Now I know this sounds like brown nosing but it’s a fact. She’s giving me the strive to push for my real goal underneath all of this… To model. My whole life I’ve been told to. Well, now I’m ready and you damn right, it’s never too late.

I love the camera and I love feeling pretty. Well who doesn’t?

So new pics are on the way and with my new meth which is twittering and networking, I think I’m on the right track to being noticed.

I thank you Robyn for everything.

OK enough mushy stuff. I will leave y’all by saying that a month ago you couldn’t find me on FaceBook, Twitter, Bloglovin‘…nothing. And now, according to Tulia, “We’ve created a monster!”

I can’t get enough of that stupid shit. But I can’t deny that they’re great for networking. Fuck yes..I caved but for a great cause.

Now at 28, going on 33 and sometimes 18, I’ve settled down my thoughts and thought about what really, I wanted to do for the future.

I have found my calling…
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…. here at TuJoHaHa.blogspot.com

Have a good coffee and Happy Crappy Monday!
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Laugh on People, laugh on!
Jo

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